I Am Who I Am

I missed posting my April blog at the beginning of the month, not from a Senior Moment or time not permitting me to do so; I simply had no interest in writing one.  My life has started in a new direction and frankly, I need to focus on what serves me currently.  It's not that I don't have anything to say, I have a lot to say but I'm not sure if I'm interested in sharing those thoughts and my life with the world any longer.    

Over time, I was a soul longing for more.  I can honestly say now, I have all I need.  My little house here in Boise will not be my last home but for now it serves me well.  I know once I have grandbabies, I'll head in their direction as I want to know and love my grandchildren and be close.  I can't blame anyone for wanting that, so I sit and wait patiently until the time arises, and I know where I'm heading off to.  No pressure to be applied on my one and only, but I will be Granny some day and will live up to the name when the time is right!

I've learned a valuable lesson, and that is not everyone is who or what they seem to be.  I'm sure I'm not either as we are all an enigma of sorts.  We are not everyone's cup of tea so with that, I move gracefully on with my life and no apologies will be offered for just being me.  I have a good heart, do most things out of love, therefore I am of clear conscience.  

I live with a forgiving heart.  I'm not a negative person but when negative people enter my space, negativity is mirrored back.  Therefore, I'm learning to eliminate negative, judgmental, and dark energies out of my existence and replace them with love and light.  I pray we all take this to heart and eliminate what is no longer serving our best interests and move on.  Life is too short.

I made the commitment to raise these two young dogs and I will do so with a heart full of love and devotion.  These two dudes are almost grown men, and they provide me with laughs beyond measure and devotion only true love offers.  My guys are funny, sweet, full of love and they love people.  I've learned a lesson from them about unconditional love.  The saying love me, love my dogs is true here.   If one can't stand the friendly open attitude in my humble abode, well then don't come over.  We are simply who we are.

I have also learned that prayer can be answered.  When one prays with a loving heart and is open to what God will give, we all can have whatever it is we truly desire.  I've been on my knees praying with earnest and my prayers have been answered, I thank God with a humble and thankful heart.  I am living proof of answered prayer.

And finally, after careful consideration, this will be my last monthly blog.  I'll write periodically when time permits and ideas come to me.   I've got plenty on my plate to keep me busy, travels planned to take me to the end of the year and new lessons to be learned.  You'll hear from me, my dear friends, but frankly, this engine has run out of steam. I'm going to regroup, grow in spirit and offer myself to the world when the time is right.  One can never be sure of when I'll publish something I feel is interesting and relevant.  I'm not gone, just on a sabbatical of sorts.  With that, blessings to all who have read these blogs over the last three years.  I love you all and thank you sincerely from the bottom of my heart. XXOO

Give thanks to the Lord for he is good. His love endures forever.  Psalm 136:1

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